I remember when I lost my mind,
I remember when we talked all the time.
Seems the two things like to coincide.
I can't recall ever having you,
I can't recall ever wanting to.
I beat myself up every time I never came through.
So I'll wear my best suit, and you can wear the white dress.
Cause we all know you'll never get that chance again.
I left you in the corner of my mind, you crept your way back in over time.
You left me in the middle of the fall, and now I only question if you ever cared at all.
Can you tell me just how long it's been,
can you tell me if I'm just another one of them?
Like I've said I'm done saying remember when.
Twenty-one and barely breathing,
twenty-one and always leaving.
Eighteen seems so far away from the memories I've been keeping.
So the minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days.
When the days turn to weeks you forget what you need to say.
Before you realize what you're missing it's already too far away.
I'm not asking you to fall apart, but can you show me that it's just as hard?
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